The One About Not Wanting to Be Here

"Well, heaven knows that without you is how I disappear."

"Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on. Figure out. I'm really not so with you anymore. I'm just a ghost."

"Here's a thought for every man who tries to understand what is in his hands. He walks along the open road of love and life, to find it if he can. Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say. Chained to all the places that he never wished to stay. Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say. And as he faced the sun, he cast no shadow."

"I wish that I could disappear. Unzip my skin and leave it here. So I could be no one again. And never let nobody, I'd let nobody, I'd let nobody in."

"As life flies by, I'm not sure how I'm gonna do this all again. So, line by line, I'll write this down, and I'm just trying to find the end."

"It's up to me to save myself from me, my enemy... but I can't face it. It's like I can't wake up, it's like I can't get up, it's like I can't remember who I used to be. Am I running from you, or am I running from me?"

"You take me down further inside of me. Now I'm fading out, I can barely see. I hover."

"The saddest part of a broken heart isn't the ending so much as the start. The tragedy starts from the very first spark. Losing your mind for the sake of your heart."

"I wish I'd see your face below. I wish I'd hear you whispering low. But you don't live downtown no more. And everything must come and go. Again, the sun was never called. And darkness spreads over the snow, like ancient bruises. I'm awake, and feel the ache. But...I wish I'd see a field below."

"Just let me know where we go...after the fall."

Lyrics are therapeutic.

- marty..

END COMMUNICATION.